Veendum Jhan Ezhuthunu....

Januvari maasavum ente bloggingum tammil entho oru bandhamulla pole....orupad kaalangalk sesahm innu marannu poya ee account jhan revive cheythirikunnu...oru prakashathinte prachodanathil...;-)

Tirinju nokumbol nadanu vanna vazhikal...kandu muttiya mugangal...athil chilar orupadu naal koode undayirunu..chilar varunathinu munpe oohikamayirunu avarude yatra ennodoppam evidem vare undavumenn...chilar koode nadannu aparichitare poel...chilarakatte swanthamallatheyum swanthamayi...

Marakanum porukanum kazhiyunna oru manasinte shakthi vere thanneyanu...ath nanmmale mattulavaril ninnum vuthyasthamakunu enn jhan ariyunnu....teerchayayum avark jhangale pole avan pattathathinte oru eershya avarude vakilum pravrithiyilum ariyan pattunnu...

Orupad doore ..orupad munnot vannirikunnu jhan..apakwamaya pala bala chaapalyangalum pinnilevideyo vitt jeevithathe oaro nimishavum jeevikunna..daivam tanna ella karyangalum nallathum allathathum athintethaya pakwathayode ettu vaangi aanandikunnu..ee manushya janmam...tannathinu..varum varsham kooduthal mikavuttathavatte....santhoshangalum santhapangalum ellam ulkollan shakthi undavatte...amen.

moksha margathilekoru teerthadanam....

oru punar janmamo atho maranthilekulla akalamo....ee cheru jeevithathil anubhavikendathaya sugangalum dukhangalum vendathilum adhikam anubhavichu ennu thoniyengil ath ente anubavangalodulla apakwamaya sameepanamayirikaam...
evidunno keri vanna oru aparichitan....pettennu jeevithathinte disha thanne maatunnu....melle melle oaro nokum pravrithiyum chennu avasanikunath ayalilekavunnu...ath premamayitalla ennathanyirunnu vaastavam...naam cheyunna oaro pravrithiyum veekshikunna oru shakthi namuk mukalil und enn bodhyapeduthiya dinangal....
enth thanne ayalum....oru karyam vyakthamanu....ente ullile jhanum...ninte ullile neeyum onnanu...ath aarilaanengilum....arinjengil...arinjath muthal...teerthadanam tudangiyateyullu....

paapam...

ullil kondu nadakunna sneham...alla..kondu nadanna sneham..ennu parayamo..aavillenu thonunnu....snehichathine oru bhoothakalamakan nishprayasam kazhiyumengilum enthinu nee matram enne vidathe pintudarunnu....parasparam nammal ee snehathil valarnnith vare ethiyappo ninak thonni...arinju kond paapathinu nee kootayennu????athum jhan kaaranam!!!!

orikalum ath undavan padilla...paapamanennarinju ath cheyunathanu ettavum veliya paapam enn jhan viswasikunnu....aareyum novikatha ente sneham paapamano????

orupadu kadambakal jhan kadannu vannirikunnu...innu enikum aatmaviswasathode parayan kurach karyangal jeevithathil und...aarude munnilum tala kunikenda oru avastha undayittilla...athini undavathirikkatte...ninakkum....

enth parayan...

ariyendavar ariyathe povunnu...ariyendathavar...ariyunathinum kooduthal ariyunnu..ith eth niyogamanavo?ennum virasathayum alasathayum niranja jeevithathil maatathinte kaatu veeshiyappo viswasikan kazhinjilla...pakshe ath vishwasikunathinu munne thanne paari parannu ang akale himavanil ethi..pinnem virasathayilekk vazhuthi veenondirikumbol....surakshithamayi'.....veendum souhrudathinte valayathilekk chaanjum cherinjum ulanjum aadiyum paadiyum..
souhridathil viswasyatha etratholam paranju viswasipikan pattumennariyilla...pakshe oru karyam urappanu...orikal villal vanna pinjanakoppa pole..orikal aa viswasam nashtapettal...etra yogipichalulum yogikatha oru murivavunnu pinne souhrudam...oaro tavana oarkumbozhum vedanayil avasanikunna souhrudam...
aage kalangi nikkunna manas...onnum teliyatha manas...veendum prayanathil...engenillathe...ekanthamayi..pinnem....

tirakk.....

tirakk....ee vaakinod ippo entho oru vairagyamo..puchamo...ariyilla....chilappo oru avajha.
ellarkum tirakk...ellavarkum...oral polum ozhivillathe!!!

oru marathinte kombil keriya annarakannane pole manassum oru kombil ninuum mattoru kombilekk chadi chadi povunnu..

swapnangaliloode.....veendum...

manapoorvam nirthivecha blogging jhan itha veendum tudangunnu....veendum oru swapnam pankittu kond..aa swapnam nalkiya vedana...bhayam...ellam...paranjariyikan pattatha oru vishamam enne aagiranam cheythirikunnu...aarodengilum onnu parayan vallathe manam vembal kollunnu....ariyunna hridayathil tala chaych ithiri neram peythozhiyan kothi thonunnu...



pandu jhan vasicha griham..purathanam...neenda idanazhiyude orarikil 3 murikal..eeyattathe muriyil..vayyathe kidakunna achante karyangal noki arikathirikunna amma...entho karyathinu vendi jhan aa muriyil kayari janalinaduthekk neengi curtain neekiyappol...pettennu...oru bayanaka roopam..chora kannukal..churulan mudi..paripich...oru purusha roopam...attahasikunnu...ayal ammaye nokunnu....entho aa neram muthal bayam enne murukue pidichu...ente ammaye ayal kond poyi....kanneril nanaju kuthirnu jhan unarnappol ente manasilekk aa bayanaka roopam yamantethanennu thonni....ayal iniyum aa janalinu pirakil undo.....??pathiratrikku jhetti unarna jhan ithu paranjappol enne samadhanipikikukayo aashwasipikukayo cheyyathe tirinju urangi..enne athum vedanipichu...pathivilum nerathe jhanunarnappol avar paranju...annu aa shaniyaycha aaspatriyil jhan kanda aa cherupakaran marichu ennu patrathil vartha vannirikunnennu.....ente aarum allatha aa yuvavu maranamadanja vartha...ratri urakathil kanda yaman...marichu poya ammaye veendum marichathayi kandath..ellam enne vallathe vedanipikkunnu...enthenillatha oru vedana..

vallathe manas neerunu..2 divasangalayitt...oru thettum cheyathe enne kuttapeduthunna suhruth....avante innalathe perumattam enne dukhipichu...avan avante karyangal matram chindikunnu ennenik thonni...

ezhuthinte ozhukk enik evideyo nashtapettirikunnennu thonunnu...ningal kshamikuka...

vaarshikam......

ente swapnangalkku itha vaarshikam.......
ente swapnangaliloode ente chinthakaliloode...bayangaliloode...aashankakaliloode....ellam ente koode nadanna ente souhrudangalkku...ente snehathinu...ellam nanni.....
ningal ellavarum illayirunnengil...ente swapnangal itrayum niramullath aavumayirunilla....
ee vaarshikathil.....blogging vittu veendum diaryude taalukalile swakaryathakalilekk jhan neengunnu.....
ennengilum bloggaam...ente swapnangal ningalilekk ethikan.....