Wednesday, December 17, 2008
yaatrakaaari.........
aanengil nallath....yatrakaariyavunnatha enikkum ishtam.....yatrakal ennum enne brahmipichitteyullooo.....innu kandavare nale kanilla...inn neengunna kaatu nammal pinned shwasikilla....eppozhum vythysthathayum puthumayum...vaividhyavum...yatrakal ithuvareyum madhurithamayiruunnu....
ennum jhan oru yatrakariyavananu aagrahikunnath.....
ennum puthiya destinations!!!!!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
amma.....
ammayil ninnu tudangi ammayil avasanikunna janmam...
oru vedana varumbol nammal aadhyam vilikunnath ammaye...aa vedana etra cheruthayalum valuthayalum...amma...ammakku maatrame vedana manasilakan pattoo....
etra kadinamaya vedanayanengilum..aa punchiri...aa talodal...ath mathyavumayirunnu vedanakale maaykaan....undayirunnapool ariyaan vaikiyathanu ente janmathile ettavum veliya thettu...ippo oaro vishamangal varumbozhum aa nashtathinte aazham koodunnu....angane mattoralkk undavathirikkan jhan avarodum parayunnu...amma..achan...ivare snehikuka....onnum pratheekshikaathe....
katha
oru penkutiyude photo eduta oraall
ayaal adutha padam pidikanum
poyi
kuti ayalodula arradhana
kathu sookshichu
karanam KOUMARA PRAYAM
budhiyekal vikarangal domine aya prayam
ayalodu kuti thante pranayam
matorale pranayichu kalyanam kazhichatinu sesham ariyikunu
pakse, onnu swanthanipikan polum minakidathe
ayaal
ayalude paniku pokunnu
sadharanayayi, abhimana bhodamulla
oralum pinne ayalude purake povilla.
ayaaal ayaalude suhruthukalodu
thante pirake koodiyitllla
prethabhadhaye pati parayunu
angane natil patavunnu.........
KATHA ENGANE???
kathayum kathapatrangalum sankalpikam matram
Thursday, November 6, 2008
retreat....
ella oudhoyogiga tirakugalum...prarabdhangalum avide vech entethaya lokathil ...kudumbathinte sneham...kuttikalude kali chirikal..nashtapetta aaghoshangal avar innu avarudethaya reethikalil aaghoshikunnu....avarude santhosham...athil vedanagalellam alinjillathavunnath jhan ariyunnu..jhan...ente...ellam illathavunna nimishangal..mattoru lokamo athile vyakthikalo onnum munniloode parade nadathatha nimishangal...
sneham...surakshitatwam...ellam ariyunnu..yatharthamaayath...swarthamallathath!!!
oru kavalayil othungunna graamam.....vallapozhum oru ksrtc bus maatramanu yatrakulla oru maargam....pachilakal nirachu povunna kaala vandikal...kaatil ninnum viraku kettukal talayilenthi vari variyayi nadakunna grameena sthreekal....schulilekk povaan nickerum shirtum ittu tholil sanjiyum kaiyil slatumayi oadunna kunjungal....muttavum raodum onnaya veedhikaliloode cycilil povunna postman....ellam grameenathayude thani pakarppu....
ellam shaashwathamallenna bodhathode...jhan ettu vaangunnu...ennum ullil sookshikaan..ee dinangal....oru retreat inte oarmakku!
Sunday, November 2, 2008
avaganana
divasangalkku vallatha oru tirakk....azchagale maasangalil ninnum kollangalilekk ethikaan....veruthe kidannu neram kalayumbol...manassu shanthamavathirikan oru kaaranavumillathe manassu vallathe ashaanthamayirunnu...janal vidaviloode kand telinja aakashathil paariparannu kalikunna parunthukalum.....kaatil nrithamadunna ilakalum....ellam...koode snehathinte choodum...engilum vallatha oru aswasthatha enne grahichirunnu ennath satyam...
jhan aaril ethan sramikunno avar ellam ennil ninnum vaarangal akalekk oadi akalunnu...tirakukalude nyayeekaranangal.....mattoru sapnayavunno jhan????
ente ettavum veliya vedana snehikunna manassinte avagananayayirunnu...ettakurachilugal niranjathengilum jhanum santhoshikaan sramichu...ente nallavaraya suhruthukal enne aa vedanayil ninnum purathekk aksharaarthathil kaipidich kondvarunathil vijayam prapichu ennu thanne parayaam...pakshe ellam kazhinju innu jhan ethi nilkunnath veendum avagananyude pathayoratho???
entho vallatha paranjariyikkan pattatha oru nissangatha.....avaganana itrayum vedanipikum ennath oru satyam...jhan ariyaathe ath anubhavicha enne snehikunna ente suhruthe.....porukuka..manapoorvamallengilum evideyengilum neeyum anubhavichu kaanum ee vedana....ninte shaapangalkk kaaranam aa vedanayayirikaaam..
aa shapangalil ninnum enik purathekk varaan kazhiyunilla ennath vaastavam..
avagananayil ninnum...
Thursday, October 30, 2008
vedana...
innale veenukittiya nimishangal...jhangal jhangal allatha oru lokath ethiya kurach nimishangal...pazhaya college campusum.....vanna vazhikalum..kootukarum..aval avalude vedanakalum jhan entethum...paranju teertha nimishangal....ellam..daivam kaineeti thanna nimishangal...randu vedanikunna souhrudangalkku.
innu jhan vallathe ottapettu poyirikunnu.ellarum tirakullavar...avarude joliyude swabhavam kond avare upadravikunnath shariyallenarinjittum pinnem ente ekanthatha maaran vendi nimishangal chodichu vangumbol...enthengilum pottatharam para ennu parayumbol...ee vedanaye marakanulla oru upayam maatramayanu jhan athine kandath...
itayum kaalam avan poyirunnu...jhanum..pakshe inganathe oru shoonyatha anubhavapetitilla.....
aduthundavumbol adikoodum vazhakidum..enne kuttapeduthum....
ellam....pakshe nee ente jeevithathil etramatram niranju nilkunundennu jhan ariyunnu!!!
vilikumbol 'please hold' oru sthiram pallaviyayi maarumbol kushumb koodunno???baalishamaya chapalyangalayi jhan athine kaanunnu...illengil veendum adikoodan ulla puthiya karanagal aayene...
pala visheshangalum jhan ariyathe povunnu...ennil ninnum ariyaathe avar kaathirikunnu ennath evideyo enne allatti................pakshe ninakum nallath varatte ennu jhan prarthikunnu.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
mazha........
innale tudangiya mazha....nirthathe peythozhiyunna mazha...ellam peyth teliyan veerpumuttunna akasham...idi..minnal...nanayumbol...ullil entho oru shanthi...tilachu pongunna vikarangalkku meethe tanuthuranja vellam ozhikunna oru sugam...
carinte topil mazha peyyunnath kandappo.....raodinte oru vasham matram vellam ketti ninnath kandappo.....vellathil vahangal theertha oalangaliloode cycle oadichu povunna oru schul kuttiye kandappol.....ellam aa nimishangale pakarthan kayyil v\camera illathe poyallo enna oru dukham....pakshe santhosham mazha ippozhengilum vannallo...kath kaathirunna mazha....irud...vella kettukal......enthrasama mazhayath vandiyil povaan...entethaya lokam...
Saturday, October 18, 2008
pullu.....
sneham ....ath pratheekshikunnath thanne thettu.....prathekkshikunna reethiyil snehikunnavano snehikunnavalo perumariyillengil....pinakamayi....chodikalayai....deshyamayi........eershyayayi...
pakayayi...vidweshamayi....kuttamayi....porathathinu...vanchanayenna kuttam chumathalum!!!
ithella snehikunnavarodumulla oru sneham kothikunna...snehikan kothikunna manasinte apeksha......snehikuvin....orupadorupad....oarmakal....madura swapnangal...ellam nirayatte jeevithathe niramullathum..santhosham niranjathum vavidhyamullathum aakuvin....daivam ningalkku orumich nalkiya nimishangalkku daivathinod nanni parayuka...ini varanulla dinangalkku vendi prarthikuka...ningalile sneham...athellavarkum nanmayayi theeratte...aareyum vedanipikathirikatte ennu.....snehikunnavar ath kittathavumbol shapikum.....athettu vaangi munneruka......aa shaapangal karuthelgum....murivettal athile rakthakarakale tudach kalyuga ennitt ath sneham kittathavante baalishamaya perumaralennu aashwasikuka......enitt avanod / avalod..parayuga...PO PULLE !!!!
Friday, October 17, 2008
maranam
maranathe kuricho jeevithathe kuricho ningalk ariyunnathinte oru amsham polum enikarinju kooda....
pakshe ee nimisham jhan chindikunnu.....aa janmam..aanu eechakal pari kalicha aa shavam entethayirunengil innu itrayum vedanagal orikalum undavillayirunnu...aarkum.
nee
illa nee orikalum santhoshikaruth...ninak athinulla arhathayilla...santhosham nanma cheyyunnavarkku maatram...ellarkum nanma maatram cheyyunavarkku.....sincere aayi snehikunnavarkku maatram...swantham veetile aparichitatwathinekal surakishthatwam aparichitamaya oru nagaram tannu...illa athum ninakk anubhavikanulla yogamilla....nee nannavilla orikalum...nee oru shapikapetta janmamanu.....ee shaapam ninne pintudarum...ennekumayi.....ninakorikalum gati varilla.....
innu nee ariyoo...nee kaaranam nee snehikunnavarkokke nee dukham maatrame nalkiyitulloo...vanchanayum...ennum...
ninte ishtathin nee enth venelum cheyyum...ath ninak gunamalla...innu vareyum dosham matrame cheythullooo..vanna vazhi nee marakaruth...innu nee anubhavikunnathum .....
Thursday, October 16, 2008
kochi.....
evideyokkeyo vendapettavarude oarma vallathe neetichengilum pidichu nilakan souhrudangal irumbin toonugalayi...pakshe jhanillatheyanu avarude lokam manoharam enna satyam..athente parajayam ettu vaangalayirunnu...chirichu kond jhan aaa parajayatheyum ettu vangiyirikunnu...ini enikk dairyamayi ellam itterinj irangamallo.
mohanjadaro.......nirdhana kudumbam...sambanna kudumbam.......pashu.....aaadu...kozhikal.!!
kochiyude nakshatra kannukal.....curryil illathe poya pineapple kashnathinte nirasha..ilam thennal...engilum vallatha oru aparachitatwam....
yaamangal poyathariyathe....brahmamuhurthavum...sesham oru vadayil avasanichathumaya chinthakal...niramaarna chinthakal...
kochi nagarame.....ninnil aliyaan jhan ennum kothichiteyulooo......ninnil jhan enne thanne marakunnu...nagarame..entethayi ninnil onnumillengilum.....ninnil jhan aliyunnu..veendum veendum.....onnayi....!!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
prayanam
chilar jeevithathinte vazhitirivukalil evideyo kathirikunnavare kananulla tirakkil...
chilar jeevithathe ethengilum vazhitirivil ethikanulla tirakil....
chilar jeevitham vazhitirivil ethi nilkunnavar.....
mattu chilaravatte...jeevitham thanne vazhi' teruvil' ethi nilkunnavar.
jhan enna aham...athil pedunnu enna bodhyam ulavakukayanu oaro nimishavum...oru apoornatha..anirvachaneeyamaya branthan chinthakal...chinthakal aakatte kadinjanillatha kuthirakale pole .
aarodulla vaashikka nee .. aarodu jayikkan... enthinu veruthe..
jhanenna suhruthine suhruthenna nilakku nee bahumanikunnu...venda..enikk aa bahumanam venda.
avide oruval jhan swarthathayulla allanennu prakhyapichu kazhinjirikkunnu...swarthatha aarkannu kaalam teliyikkum...
satyame jayikoo..ennum...jhan athil poornamayi viswasikunnu...
veruthe vaakukal kond manolokam kettunna suhruthukale...ningal iniyum enne manasilakunillallo enna satyam niranja vedana..allengil vedana niranja satyam.....enne talarthunnu.
ee prayanam......vidoorathayilekk....
Monday, October 6, 2008
pidappu
enthenariyatha...kaaranamillatha oru vedana...oru bhaaram...nenjil....pettennulla pidappu...
vellaram kannukalile aazham...cheruviraliloode talachorilekk uyarunna oorjathinte pravaaham..
aagolavalkaranam.....pinne branthamaya kure arthamillatha chodyangalum marupadikalum.
kudumbam....kalapila koodunna makkal..swasthathayillatha oru anthareeksham...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
incomplete
illa lakshmanarekhakkipurathekk neeyo appurathekk jhano ethilla ennu ariyaam...engilum evideyo.....illa veruthe manasinte oaro chapalyangal..
Monday, September 29, 2008
marupadi
sohrudangal orikalum malsarangalalla...enik aashwasamayirunnu...
innu souhrudangal tammil malsaram...aarku vendi...avar tammilo atho enik vendiyo....chila nerangalile aashwasam..chila nerathe tamashakal...athinenthina malsaram..
innu vedanikunnu..........marupadiyilla...onninum
ellam..
vrathangalude tudakkam manasinteyum shareerathinteyum aatmavinteyum parishudhikku vendi...prarthanakal...ninakum vendi.
pularumbol nee unarnno enna chintha...nerathinu officil ethiyo...nerathinu bhakshanam kazhicho....nerathinu nee tirichethiyo...ellam
idea
veruthe
chila paatinte varikal..minni marayunna chinthakal...neramillatha nerangal...aareyum koosatha bhaavangal...evideyo snehathinte sparsham....vyakthithwangal...jhan enna dharanayode ellam ente vijayamennu viswasikunna medhavitwamullavar...vida chollunna indu....
ellam innathe ente divasathinte mayakaazchagal....
avarkath oru haramayirikunnu....mattulavarude munnil jhangale taram thazhthanulla avasaram muthaledukuka...oru taram thaazhna vaikalyam pole thonunnu.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
santhosham
engilum jhan othuki vekkunnu..ente athyagrahangalaya anweshanangale.....
chuttum santhosham pakarunna mughangal....
santhosham thonunnu.....etra nerathekkenariyillengilum.....
athe...innu jhan santhoshathilanu.
suraksha....
ellam marannu ninkayi jhan ente dinaraatrangal maati vekkumbozhum evideyo ente ullil ninnum ente swaarthatha tala pokkunnu....veendum enne sankadangaliloodeyum santhoshangaliloodeyumulla naimishikangalaya lokathiloode kaipidich nadathunnu.
ezhutharuth enna aavashyam.....vaayikanam enna upadesham....ulkollam...pakshe ezhuth...athiloode moorchayeriya ente vaakukalano ninne novikunnath atho aa vaakukalile udupidaatha satyangalo...enthanu ninne jeevitha yaatharthyangalil ninnum mugham tirikaan preripikkunnath????ninte manoharamaya lokamo...nee viswasikunno ath maatramanu lokamennu???
nirveeryamavunna bombukalil onnente manavum....athu aakanulla sramathinidayil sphodanam nadanitillengil....
anavashyamaya souhrudangal...anavashyamaya nerampokukal...ellam nee enne chindipikkunnu...oru koodapirappinte sthaanath ninnu....athe...enne samrakshikunna ente koodapirappinte sthaanath ninnu..
neeyullappol jeevitham nee kaanikunna niramaarna lokamanu...ellam ninte kanakukal pole thettathavayanu...pakshe ente yatharthyamo....snehathode allengilum ente peru vilichal athinu kanaku parayendi varunnu.........engilum munpathekal etrayo jhan pidichu nilkan tudangunnu.....ninte karangalude shakthiyil...ninte nizhalil...
Saturday, September 20, 2008
ennu????
kalangi nilkunna ee manasinod jhan enth paranjanu samadhanipikendath...aaru samadhanipikananu jhan kaathirikunath...enthilanu jhan aashwasam kaanunath..enthilanu jhan tripthpedunnath...aaril....iniyum avasanikaatha ente chodyangalum utharamillatheyum avasanamillatheyum ente jeevithavum.
innu ee nimisham itrayum kalushithamaya oru manasundavan aarum kaaranamalla enneriyaam...aarilum pratheekshayumilla...engilum tripthiyillatha ente anweshanam....ithenthanu....jeevitham...ente swarthatha...atho etra kittiyalum enth kittiyalum tripthipedaatha ente athyaarthiyo????
vattanu....ninakku nalla kuttiyayi jeevichukoode....ente abhyudhakaamshikalaya suhruthukal aarayunnu......appol jhan nallathalla ennano????
enthanu enikkum mattullavarepole ..saadharanakaare pole veedum kudumbavum joliyum aayi jeevichaal...entha enik athu pattathe...ente anweshanangalo??ennanu ithinu oru avasanam..ennanu ithinu oru maatam...ennanu jhanum mattullavare pole ennu ente suhruthukalkk thonuga..eppozhanu....????
ennengilum jeevitha yaatharthyangalil jhan artham kaanumo...???
ennengilum jhan moksham kaanumo....ennengilum????
Thursday, September 18, 2008
mounam......
etra dukhichalum....mouniyayal nee ariyillallo......
mouniyayal neeyum dukhikillallo.....
jhan kaaranam aavaruthennaagrahichittum innathe ninte ella vishamamngalkku....alla...eeyideyayitulla ella vishamangalkkum kaaranam jhan maatram...ente vaakukal maatram......
ariyatheyengilum......
suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......
kure pottatharangal....mandatharangal....idakevideyo jeevithathinte kadum chaayvugale kurich tottum thodatheyum ulla parachil.....kaashiyilekkulla madammayude reservation.....kurach sahityam...avasanam nirthathe idichu nilkunnavareyulla pokk......
neeranjanam........
Friday, February 29, 2008
Vismayam........
Itho sneham......jhan kaamshicha sneham....laalanam....ninnil ninnum....alla....pakshe...
ente suhruthe....souhrudham...athinte aazham.....ninniloode enne nee kaanikunnu....dhairyamayi enikk innu choondaam....ithanente suhruth....enne ariyunna aal....aa nottam.....athil ellam...ellam ille....vaakukal polum ennod pinangunnu....ente blogging....athu ninnil ethi nilkunnu.....
Friday, January 25, 2008
onninnumallathe enthino......
enikkepozho thoniya orishtam....
raagamaay...athu taalamayi...neeyenikk aatmavin daahamaayi
shoonyamayen ekanthathayil poovitta oru anuraagamaayi
nee oru sneha vikaramaayi........onninumallathe..........
manasile navaratna vilakkil nee koluthi madura smarana than tirikal
abhilashangale surabhilamaakum sugandha karpoora tirikal
sugandha karpoora tirikal......
velicham veendum vaathil turannu vasantham vannu vidarnnu
ennile enne chumbichunarthi enniku priyamam nin gaanam
enikku priyamaam nin gaanam.....
onninumallathe.........enikkeppozho thonniyorishtam.
Nashtam...!!!!!!
ninne kurich oarkumbol...vedana maatram....ennal ninne marakkan sramikkam ennu vechal...aa vedan koodunath jhan ariyunnu...ee lokath enthinu vendi samooham vannu...ee samooham enna onnu illayirunengil chilappo jhan ninte suhruthayi innum undavumayirunene.
suhruthe.....ee ekanthatha...enne vallathe alakkunnu...nee ariyunundo ente vedana.orikal engilum ninte manasil jhan maranjuvo..orikkal engilum...?
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
pratheeksha...
Friday, January 4, 2008
Vedana.......
innu ee neram vareyum enikk ninte aa parukkan hello kelkanam ennu thonnunnu...manushya sahajam aanennu thonunna thonalugal...aavam...aavathirikkam.
oru pareekshanam nadathanulla dairyam enikku illathathu kondano ennariyilla...kurach divasam ninne vilikathirunnal nee enne onnu vilikumo ......undavilla ennu nooru shathamanam urappundenikk..athu kondu aa pareekshanathinu jhan muthirunilla....
vaayikunnavarkku prathyegatha onnum thonnan vazhiyilla...ithu kevalam ente maatram thonallugal alle...
pakshe nee ....ente ullil vedanayanu.