onninnumallathe enthino......

onninumallathe enthino thonniyorishtam....
enikkepozho thoniya orishtam....
raagamaay...athu taalamayi...neeyenikk aatmavin daahamaayi
shoonyamayen ekanthathayil poovitta oru anuraagamaayi
nee oru sneha vikaramaayi........onninumallathe..........

manasile navaratna vilakkil nee koluthi madura smarana than tirikal
abhilashangale surabhilamaakum sugandha karpoora tirikal
sugandha karpoora tirikal......

velicham veendum vaathil turannu vasantham vannu vidarnnu
ennile enne chumbichunarthi enniku priyamam nin gaanam
enikku priyamaam nin gaanam.....

onninumallathe.........enikkeppozho thonniyorishtam.

Nashtam...!!!!!!

Nashtam...aa vaakinu thanne oru vedana thonunnu.....ninne enikk ennennekumayi nashtapettatu....thonalano...alla athanu yaatharthyam...ithu vareyum aashichathellam nediyitteyulloo....swanthamakendathellam swanthamayitteyulloo...nee ozhike....

ninne kurich oarkumbol...vedana maatram....ennal ninne marakkan sramikkam ennu vechal...aa vedan koodunath jhan ariyunnu...ee lokath enthinu vendi samooham vannu...ee samooham enna onnu illayirunengil chilappo jhan ninte suhruthayi innum undavumayirunene.

suhruthe.....ee ekanthatha...enne vallathe alakkunnu...nee ariyunundo ente vedana.orikal engilum ninte manasil jhan maranjuvo..orikkal engilum...?

pratheeksha...

ninakariyo.....innale nee pinnedu vilikk ennu paranjappol...jhan santhoshichu....ithiriyengilum nee enne pratheekshikkumallo ennorth.....enne ozhivakkan vendi paranjathanengilum.....ente manasinte oaro chaapalyangal....

Vedana.......

jhan manapoorvam vilichilla....enikkariyam jhan vilikunnath ninak ishatamalla.....engilum ente oru vaashikk jhan pinneyum pinneyum ninne vilikkum.....enthinu vendi?eniku utharamillatha oru chodyamana athu.

innu ee neram vareyum enikk ninte aa parukkan hello kelkanam ennu thonnunnu...manushya sahajam aanennu thonunna thonalugal...aavam...aavathirikkam.

oru pareekshanam nadathanulla dairyam enikku illathathu kondano ennariyilla...kurach divasam ninne vilikathirunnal nee enne onnu vilikumo ......undavilla ennu nooru shathamanam urappundenikk..athu kondu aa pareekshanathinu jhan muthirunilla....

vaayikunnavarkku prathyegatha onnum thonnan vazhiyilla...ithu kevalam ente maatram thonallugal alle...
pakshe nee ....ente ullil vedanayanu.

swapnangaliloode......................oru tudakkam.

chila raatrigal...jhan swapnam kaanarund...mikkavarum..pakshe ente swapnangal...entethu maatram.....onnu manassu turakkan polum aavathe ente swapnangal ennil othungi odungunnu.....

innale....alla innu pularche.....amma nadannu povumbol ennod pettennu chodikkunnu...."engine ninakk ee chathi patti......" athu varanulla chathiyano....atho ippo nadannukondirikunatho....jhan ariyunnilla....ente manasil neeyanu.....ninte oaro vaakum.....kaanarillengil koodi ninte kannugalude teekshanatha.....athu enne vallathakunnu...chila nerathe ekanthathakal....chila paatille varikal.....enne vallathe alattunnu..

jeevitham etho oru aaghoshamayi ingane teerunnu.....ninne oru nokku kaanan vembunnu....athu enikku ninnod parayan vayya...nee chilappol enik nashtapedumo enna bhayam.....

ninnod parayan kazhiyatha ente swapnangal.......orikalum poovaniyatha..puramlokam kaanatha ente swapnangal...nee nirayunna ente swapnangal...ee jalakathiloode jhan ninne ariyikkunnu...nee orikalum ariyilla ennarinjittu koodi.......

ithu ente swapnangalude oru tudakkam maatram.......kodduthal niramulla swapnangal kaanatte ...aashamsakal......snehikunnavanum....snehathil vedanikkunavanum.....vedanich snekikunnavanum.