marupadi

onnum venda...aarum venda....vedanakal enikundengil ath enteth maatramavatte...santhoshamanengil koode ullavarudethum koodi aavatte...
sohrudangal orikalum malsarangalalla...enik aashwasamayirunnu...
innu souhrudangal tammil malsaram...aarku vendi...avar tammilo atho enik vendiyo....chila nerangalile aashwasam..chila nerathe tamashakal...athinenthina malsaram..
innu vedanikunnu..........marupadiyilla...onninum

ellam..

vrathangalude tudakkam manasinteyum shareerathinteyum aatmavinteyum parishudhikku vendi...prarthanakal...ninakum vendi.

pularumbol nee unarnno enna chintha...nerathinu officil ethiyo...nerathinu bhakshanam kazhicho....nerathinu nee tirichethiyo...ellam

idea

iruttinte yaamangal kadanu povvunathariyaathe.....velupp sandhyayilekk neengunathariyaathe...idea ye nannakiyulla ninte prayaanam...evidekanente suhruthe...engottekk....

veruthe

chila paatinte varikal..minni marayunna chinthakal...neramillatha nerangal...aareyum koosatha bhaavangal...evideyo snehathinte sparsham....vyakthithwangal...jhan enna dharanayode ellam ente vijayamennu viswasikunna medhavitwamullavar...vida chollunna indu....

ellam innathe ente divasathinte mayakaazchagal....

avarkath oru haramayirikunnu....mattulavarude munnil jhangale taram thazhthanulla avasaram muthaledukuka...oru taram thaazhna vaikalyam pole thonunnu.

santhosham

innente prabhatham....tirakukalkidayil...
engilum jhan othuki vekkunnu..ente athyagrahangalaya anweshanangale.....
chuttum santhosham pakarunna mughangal....
santhosham thonunnu.....etra nerathekkenariyillengilum.....
athe...innu jhan santhoshathilanu.

suraksha....

entho...vallatha oru taram vingal anubavapedunnu.....paranjariyikkan pattatha vidham manass innu chaanjattam aadunnu...
ellam marannu ninkayi jhan ente dinaraatrangal maati vekkumbozhum evideyo ente ullil ninnum ente swaarthatha tala pokkunnu....veendum enne sankadangaliloodeyum santhoshangaliloodeyumulla naimishikangalaya lokathiloode kaipidich nadathunnu.
ezhutharuth enna aavashyam.....vaayikanam enna upadesham....ulkollam...pakshe ezhuth...athiloode moorchayeriya ente vaakukalano ninne novikunnath atho aa vaakukalile udupidaatha satyangalo...enthanu ninne jeevitha yaatharthyangalil ninnum mugham tirikaan preripikkunnath????ninte manoharamaya lokamo...nee viswasikunno ath maatramanu lokamennu???
nirveeryamavunna bombukalil onnente manavum....athu aakanulla sramathinidayil sphodanam nadanitillengil....
anavashyamaya souhrudangal...anavashyamaya nerampokukal...ellam nee enne chindipikkunnu...oru koodapirappinte sthaanath ninnu....athe...enne samrakshikunna ente koodapirappinte sthaanath ninnu..
neeyullappol jeevitham nee kaanikunna niramaarna lokamanu...ellam ninte kanakukal pole thettathavayanu...pakshe ente yatharthyamo....snehathode allengilum ente peru vilichal athinu kanaku parayendi varunnu.........engilum munpathekal etrayo jhan pidichu nilkan tudangunnu.....ninte karangalude shakthiyil...ninte nizhalil...

ennu????

tirinjunokkumbol vanna vazhiyiloode jhan evide ethi ennum enth nedi ennum sarva sadharanamayi ellarum chindikkunna oru kaaryam...chilavarkku netangal...chilavarkk nashtangal...
kalangi nilkunna ee manasinod jhan enth paranjanu samadhanipikendath...aaru samadhanipikananu jhan kaathirikunath...enthilanu jhan aashwasam kaanunath..enthilanu jhan tripthpedunnath...aaril....iniyum avasanikaatha ente chodyangalum utharamillatheyum avasanamillatheyum ente jeevithavum.
innu ee nimisham itrayum kalushithamaya oru manasundavan aarum kaaranamalla enneriyaam...aarilum pratheekshayumilla...engilum tripthiyillatha ente anweshanam....ithenthanu....jeevitham...ente swarthatha...atho etra kittiyalum enth kittiyalum tripthipedaatha ente athyaarthiyo????
vattanu....ninakku nalla kuttiyayi jeevichukoode....ente abhyudhakaamshikalaya suhruthukal aarayunnu......appol jhan nallathalla ennano????
enthanu enikkum mattullavarepole ..saadharanakaare pole veedum kudumbavum joliyum aayi jeevichaal...entha enik athu pattathe...ente anweshanangalo??ennanu ithinu oru avasanam..ennanu ithinu oru maatam...ennanu jhanum mattullavare pole ennu ente suhruthukalkk thonuga..eppozhanu....????
ennengilum jeevitha yaatharthyangalil jhan artham kaanumo...???
ennengilum jhan moksham kaanumo....ennengilum????

mounam......

mounamanu ennum nallath...eppozhum nallath....
etra dukhichalum....mouniyayal nee ariyillallo......
mouniyayal neeyum dukhikillallo.....
jhan kaaranam aavaruthennaagrahichittum innathe ninte ella vishamamngalkku....alla...eeyideyayitulla ella vishamangalkkum kaaranam jhan maatram...ente vaakukal maatram......
ariyatheyengilum......

suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......

suuuuuuuuuuuuu....pinne oru mounam....ennittum mindiyillengil oru 'Grrrrrrrrrrrrr'janam.....
kure pottatharangal....mandatharangal....idakevideyo jeevithathinte kadum chaayvugale kurich tottum thodatheyum ulla parachil.....kaashiyilekkulla madammayude reservation.....kurach sahityam...avasanam nirthathe idichu nilkunnavareyulla pokk......

neeranjanam........

evideyokkeyo vech ennil illathaya enne nee veendum kandethunnu...evideyo aa nashta snehathinte peril enik thanne nashtapetta kure niramaarna swapnangal.....kandu tudangunnu jhan veendum.... peythozhiyaathe koodi nilkunna ghanagambheerangalaya meghangal pole......innente manavum. evideyo enne nee veendum ente thettugalude vazhiyorath ethich kaivitta neram...jhan cheytha thettugal oaronayi ente munniloode kadannu poykondirunnu...vedanichavare punarnnu kshama chodikkan...avar illatheyum poyi...athenne kooduthal vedanayilaazhthi.. ninnil anweshichath innu vannethi nilkunnath sweekarikan kazhiyatha karangalilaanu..ee vednakalude tudakam aa anweshanam aayirunnu ennujhanariyunnu.aa vedanakalkk kaaranam ennum nee ayirunnu ennath nee orikalum ariyatheyum povum. viswasikananenikishtam ....ee ulla surakshithatwam yaatharthyamennath...taalkalikamengilum. neeranjanamaadiya kannukal.....mattonnum kondalla.....cheytha paapangalude prayashchithamayi kannuneer kond kannukal anjanamaadi....anganeyengilum mokshathinte paathayilekulla sancharam jhan tudangatte..nee theerkunna surakshitatwathil...enik nashtangal onnum illenu urach.