vedana...

ee vedanakku oru avasanamillallo...
innale veenukittiya nimishangal...jhangal jhangal allatha oru lokath ethiya kurach nimishangal...pazhaya college campusum.....vanna vazhikalum..kootukarum..aval avalude vedanakalum jhan entethum...paranju teertha nimishangal....ellam..daivam kaineeti thanna nimishangal...randu vedanikunna souhrudangalkku.
innu jhan vallathe ottapettu poyirikunnu.ellarum tirakullavar...avarude joliyude swabhavam kond avare upadravikunnath shariyallenarinjittum pinnem ente ekanthatha maaran vendi nimishangal chodichu vangumbol...enthengilum pottatharam para ennu parayumbol...ee vedanaye marakanulla oru upayam maatramayanu jhan athine kandath...
itayum kaalam avan poyirunnu...jhanum..pakshe inganathe oru shoonyatha anubhavapetitilla.....
aduthundavumbol adikoodum vazhakidum..enne kuttapeduthum....
ellam....pakshe nee ente jeevithathil etramatram niranju nilkunundennu jhan ariyunnu!!!
vilikumbol 'please hold' oru sthiram pallaviyayi maarumbol kushumb koodunno???baalishamaya chapalyangalayi jhan athine kaanunnu...illengil veendum adikoodan ulla puthiya karanagal aayene...
pala visheshangalum jhan ariyathe povunnu...ennil ninnum ariyaathe avar kaathirikunnu ennath evideyo enne allatti................pakshe ninakum nallath varatte ennu jhan prarthikunnu.

mazha........

vakukalude chaarutha mathiyavilla...mazhayude manoharithaye varnikkaan...
innale tudangiya mazha....nirthathe peythozhiyunna mazha...ellam peyth teliyan veerpumuttunna akasham...idi..minnal...nanayumbol...ullil entho oru shanthi...tilachu pongunna vikarangalkku meethe tanuthuranja vellam ozhikunna oru sugam...
carinte topil mazha peyyunnath kandappo.....raodinte oru vasham matram vellam ketti ninnath kandappo.....vellathil vahangal theertha oalangaliloode cycle oadichu povunna oru schul kuttiye kandappol.....ellam aa nimishangale pakarthan kayyil v\camera illathe poyallo enna oru dukham....pakshe santhosham mazha ippozhengilum vannallo...kath kaathirunna mazha....irud...vella kettukal......enthrasama mazhayath vandiyil povaan...entethaya lokam...

pullu.....

etra manoharamanu sharikkum jeevitathinte oru vasham......nalla veetukaar...nalla kootukaar....nalla naatukaar....nalla kaatu...velicham....mazha.....ellam nallath....jhan ozhike.
sneham ....ath pratheekshikunnath thanne thettu.....prathekkshikunna reethiyil snehikunnavano snehikunnavalo perumariyillengil....pinakamayi....chodikalayai....deshyamayi........eershyayayi...
pakayayi...vidweshamayi....kuttamayi....porathathinu...vanchanayenna kuttam chumathalum!!!
ithella snehikunnavarodumulla oru sneham kothikunna...snehikan kothikunna manasinte apeksha......snehikuvin....orupadorupad....oarmakal....madura swapnangal...ellam nirayatte jeevithathe niramullathum..santhosham niranjathum vavidhyamullathum aakuvin....daivam ningalkku orumich nalkiya nimishangalkku daivathinod nanni parayuka...ini varanulla dinangalkku vendi prarthikuka...ningalile sneham...athellavarkum nanmayayi theeratte...aareyum vedanipikathirikatte ennu.....snehikunnavar ath kittathavumbol shapikum.....athettu vaangi munneruka......aa shaapangal karuthelgum....murivettal athile rakthakarakale tudach kalyuga ennitt ath sneham kittathavante baalishamaya perumaralennu aashwasikuka......enitt avanod / avalod..parayuga...PO PULLE !!!!

maranam

eeachayarkunna shavam...athil avasanikunno jeevan...athil tudangunno maranam.....icepettikullil maravichu kidakunna neela jharambukaliloode raktham uranju nilkumbo......jeevithathinte vedangalum uranju povumo...
maranathe kuricho jeevithathe kuricho ningalk ariyunnathinte oru amsham polum enikarinju kooda....
pakshe ee nimisham jhan chindikunnu.....aa janmam..aanu eechakal pari kalicha aa shavam entethayirunengil innu itrayum vedanagal orikalum undavillayirunnu...aarkum.

nee

illa nee orikalum santhoshikaruth...ninak athinulla arhathayilla...santhosham nanma cheyyunnavarkku maatram...ellarkum nanma maatram cheyyunavarkku.....sincere aayi snehikunnavarkku maatram...swantham veetile aparichitatwathinekal surakishthatwam aparichitamaya oru nagaram tannu...illa athum ninakk anubhavikanulla yogamilla....nee nannavilla orikalum...nee oru shapikapetta janmamanu.....ee shaapam ninne pintudarum...ennekumayi.....ninakorikalum gati varilla.....

innu nee ariyoo...nee kaaranam nee snehikunnavarkokke nee dukham maatrame nalkiyitulloo...vanchanayum...ennum...

ninte ishtathin nee enth venelum cheyyum...ath ninak gunamalla...innu vareyum dosham matrame cheythullooo..vanna vazhi nee marakaruth...innu nee anubhavikunnathum .....

kochi.....

nirangaliloode ottakkulla sancharam..athu randum kalpichulla oru irangi tirikalayirunnu...enthuvannalum varunidath vech kanaam enna changoottam....onnum jeevithathil nashtapedanilla enna bodhyam...
evideyokkeyo vendapettavarude oarma vallathe neetichengilum pidichu nilakan souhrudangal irumbin toonugalayi...pakshe jhanillatheyanu avarude lokam manoharam enna satyam..athente parajayam ettu vaangalayirunnu...chirichu kond jhan aaa parajayatheyum ettu vangiyirikunnu...ini enikk dairyamayi ellam itterinj irangamallo.
mohanjadaro.......nirdhana kudumbam...sambanna kudumbam.......pashu.....aaadu...kozhikal.!!
kochiyude nakshatra kannukal.....curryil illathe poya pineapple kashnathinte nirasha..ilam thennal...engilum vallatha oru aparachitatwam....
yaamangal poyathariyathe....brahmamuhurthavum...sesham oru vadayil avasanichathumaya chinthakal...niramaarna chinthakal...
kochi nagarame.....ninnil aliyaan jhan ennum kothichiteyulooo......ninnil jhan enne thanne marakunnu...nagarame..entethayi ninnil onnumillengilum.....ninnil jhan aliyunnu..veendum veendum.....onnayi....!!

prayanam

ellavarum tirakilanu..ellavarum.
chilar jeevithathinte vazhitirivukalil evideyo kathirikunnavare kananulla tirakkil...
chilar jeevithathe ethengilum vazhitirivil ethikanulla tirakil....
chilar jeevitham vazhitirivil ethi nilkunnavar.....
mattu chilaravatte...jeevitham thanne vazhi' teruvil' ethi nilkunnavar.
jhan enna aham...athil pedunnu enna bodhyam ulavakukayanu oaro nimishavum...oru apoornatha..anirvachaneeyamaya branthan chinthakal...chinthakal aakatte kadinjanillatha kuthirakale pole .
aarodulla vaashikka nee .. aarodu jayikkan... enthinu veruthe..
jhanenna suhruthine suhruthenna nilakku nee bahumanikunnu...venda..enikk aa bahumanam venda.
avide oruval jhan swarthathayulla allanennu prakhyapichu kazhinjirikkunnu...swarthatha aarkannu kaalam teliyikkum...
satyame jayikoo..ennum...jhan athil poornamayi viswasikunnu...
veruthe vaakukal kond manolokam kettunna suhruthukale...ningal iniyum enne manasilakunillallo enna satyam niranja vedana..allengil vedana niranja satyam.....enne talarthunnu.
ee prayanam......vidoorathayilekk....

pidappu

enthenariyatha...kaaranamillatha oru vedana...oru bhaaram...nenjil....pettennulla pidappu...

vellaram kannukalile aazham...cheruviraliloode talachorilekk uyarunna oorjathinte pravaaham..

aagolavalkaranam.....pinne branthamaya kure arthamillatha chodyangalum marupadikalum.

kudumbam....kalapila koodunna makkal..swasthathayillatha oru anthareeksham...

incomplete

manasinte kannadikootil innu nirangal aayiram chalichu kond nee kure pedipichum kure peedipichum bheeshani muzhakiyum bhashanam muzhakiyum sancharam tudarunnu..

illa lakshmanarekhakkipurathekk neeyo appurathekk jhano ethilla ennu ariyaam...engilum evideyo.....illa veruthe manasinte oaro chapalyangal..