amma.....

ammayude madithattile chood...aa surakshitatwam...ath anubhavikanulla niyogam...ellam janmapunyamanu...amma undayittum ath anubhavikaatha makkal....ath anubhavichittum athinte vila manasilakaatha makkal....amma ullappol ammye manasilakaan kazhiyatha makkal....

ammayil ninnu tudangi ammayil avasanikunna janmam...
oru vedana varumbol nammal aadhyam vilikunnath ammaye...aa vedana etra cheruthayalum valuthayalum...amma...ammakku maatrame vedana manasilakan pattoo....

etra kadinamaya vedanayanengilum..aa punchiri...aa talodal...ath mathyavumayirunnu vedanakale maaykaan....undayirunnapool ariyaan vaikiyathanu ente janmathile ettavum veliya thettu...ippo oaro vishamangal varumbozhum aa nashtathinte aazham koodunnu....angane mattoralkk undavathirikkan jhan avarodum parayunnu...amma..achan...ivare snehikuka....onnum pratheekshikaathe....

katha

varshangalku munpu
oru penkutiyude photo eduta oraall
ayaal adutha padam pidikanum
poyi
kuti ayalodula arradhana
kathu sookshichu
karanam KOUMARA PRAYAM
budhiyekal vikarangal domine aya prayam
ayalodu kuti thante pranayam
matorale pranayichu kalyanam kazhichatinu sesham ariyikunu
pakse, onnu swanthanipikan polum minakidathe
ayaal
ayalude paniku pokunnu
sadharanayayi, abhimana bhodamulla
oralum pinne ayalude purake povilla.
ayaaal ayaalude suhruthukalodu
thante pirake koodiyitllla
prethabhadhaye pati parayunu
angane natil patavunnu.........
KATHA ENGANE???
kathayum kathapatrangalum sankalpikam matram

retreat....

jhanum oru sukhavasathilanu.....3-4 divasam.

ella oudhoyogiga tirakugalum...prarabdhangalum avide vech entethaya lokathil ...kudumbathinte sneham...kuttikalude kali chirikal..nashtapetta aaghoshangal avar innu avarudethaya reethikalil aaghoshikunnu....avarude santhosham...athil vedanagalellam alinjillathavunnath jhan ariyunnu..jhan...ente...ellam illathavunna nimishangal..mattoru lokamo athile vyakthikalo onnum munniloode parade nadathatha nimishangal...

sneham...surakshitatwam...ellam ariyunnu..yatharthamaayath...swarthamallathath!!!

oru kavalayil othungunna graamam.....vallapozhum oru ksrtc bus maatramanu yatrakulla oru maargam....pachilakal nirachu povunna kaala vandikal...kaatil ninnum viraku kettukal talayilenthi vari variyayi nadakunna grameena sthreekal....schulilekk povaan nickerum shirtum ittu tholil sanjiyum kaiyil slatumayi oadunna kunjungal....muttavum raodum onnaya veedhikaliloode cycilil povunna postman....ellam grameenathayude thani pakarppu....

ellam shaashwathamallenna bodhathode...jhan ettu vaangunnu...ennum ullil sookshikaan..ee dinangal....oru retreat inte oarmakku!

avaganana

divasangalkku vallatha oru tirakk....azchagale maasangalil ninnum kollangalilekk ethikaan....veruthe kidannu neram kalayumbol...manassu shanthamavathirikan oru kaaranavumillathe manassu vallathe ashaanthamayirunnu...janal vidaviloode kand telinja aakashathil paariparannu kalikunna parunthukalum.....kaatil nrithamadunna ilakalum....ellam...koode snehathinte choodum...engilum vallatha oru aswasthatha enne grahichirunnu ennath satyam...

jhan aaril ethan sramikunno avar ellam ennil ninnum vaarangal akalekk oadi akalunnu...tirakukalude nyayeekaranangal.....mattoru sapnayavunno jhan????

ente ettavum veliya vedana snehikunna manassinte avagananayayirunnu...ettakurachilugal niranjathengilum jhanum santhoshikaan sramichu...ente nallavaraya suhruthukal enne aa vedanayil ninnum purathekk aksharaarthathil kaipidich kondvarunathil vijayam prapichu ennu thanne parayaam...pakshe ellam kazhinju innu jhan ethi nilkunnath veendum avagananyude pathayoratho???

entho vallatha paranjariyikkan pattatha oru nissangatha.....avaganana itrayum vedanipikum ennath oru satyam...jhan ariyaathe ath anubhavicha enne snehikunna ente suhruthe.....porukuka..manapoorvamallengilum evideyengilum neeyum anubhavichu kaanum ee vedana....ninte shaapangalkk kaaranam aa vedanayayirikaaam..

aa shapangalil ninnum enik purathekk varaan kazhiyunilla ennath vaastavam..

avagananayil ninnum...