swapnangaliloode.....veendum...

manapoorvam nirthivecha blogging jhan itha veendum tudangunnu....veendum oru swapnam pankittu kond..aa swapnam nalkiya vedana...bhayam...ellam...paranjariyikan pattatha oru vishamam enne aagiranam cheythirikunnu...aarodengilum onnu parayan vallathe manam vembal kollunnu....ariyunna hridayathil tala chaych ithiri neram peythozhiyan kothi thonunnu...



pandu jhan vasicha griham..purathanam...neenda idanazhiyude orarikil 3 murikal..eeyattathe muriyil..vayyathe kidakunna achante karyangal noki arikathirikunna amma...entho karyathinu vendi jhan aa muriyil kayari janalinaduthekk neengi curtain neekiyappol...pettennu...oru bayanaka roopam..chora kannukal..churulan mudi..paripich...oru purusha roopam...attahasikunnu...ayal ammaye nokunnu....entho aa neram muthal bayam enne murukue pidichu...ente ammaye ayal kond poyi....kanneril nanaju kuthirnu jhan unarnappol ente manasilekk aa bayanaka roopam yamantethanennu thonni....ayal iniyum aa janalinu pirakil undo.....??pathiratrikku jhetti unarna jhan ithu paranjappol enne samadhanipikikukayo aashwasipikukayo cheyyathe tirinju urangi..enne athum vedanipichu...pathivilum nerathe jhanunarnappol avar paranju...annu aa shaniyaycha aaspatriyil jhan kanda aa cherupakaran marichu ennu patrathil vartha vannirikunnennu.....ente aarum allatha aa yuvavu maranamadanja vartha...ratri urakathil kanda yaman...marichu poya ammaye veendum marichathayi kandath..ellam enne vallathe vedanipikkunnu...enthenillatha oru vedana..

vallathe manas neerunu..2 divasangalayitt...oru thettum cheyathe enne kuttapeduthunna suhruth....avante innalathe perumattam enne dukhipichu...avan avante karyangal matram chindikunnu ennenik thonni...

ezhuthinte ozhukk enik evideyo nashtapettirikunnennu thonunnu...ningal kshamikuka...

vaarshikam......

ente swapnangalkku itha vaarshikam.......
ente swapnangaliloode ente chinthakaliloode...bayangaliloode...aashankakaliloode....ellam ente koode nadanna ente souhrudangalkku...ente snehathinu...ellam nanni.....
ningal ellavarum illayirunnengil...ente swapnangal itrayum niramullath aavumayirunilla....
ee vaarshikathil.....blogging vittu veendum diaryude taalukalile swakaryathakalilekk jhan neengunnu.....
ennengilum bloggaam...ente swapnangal ningalilekk ethikan.....

yaatrakaaari.........

"nee verum oru yatrakaariyanu"
aanengil nallath....yatrakaariyavunnatha enikkum ishtam.....yatrakal ennum enne brahmipichitteyullooo.....innu kandavare nale kanilla...inn neengunna kaatu nammal pinned shwasikilla....eppozhum vythysthathayum puthumayum...vaividhyavum...yatrakal ithuvareyum madhurithamayiruunnu....
ennum jhan oru yatrakariyavananu aagrahikunnath.....
ennum puthiya destinations!!!!!

amma.....

ammayude madithattile chood...aa surakshitatwam...ath anubhavikanulla niyogam...ellam janmapunyamanu...amma undayittum ath anubhavikaatha makkal....ath anubhavichittum athinte vila manasilakaatha makkal....amma ullappol ammye manasilakaan kazhiyatha makkal....

ammayil ninnu tudangi ammayil avasanikunna janmam...
oru vedana varumbol nammal aadhyam vilikunnath ammaye...aa vedana etra cheruthayalum valuthayalum...amma...ammakku maatrame vedana manasilakan pattoo....

etra kadinamaya vedanayanengilum..aa punchiri...aa talodal...ath mathyavumayirunnu vedanakale maaykaan....undayirunnapool ariyaan vaikiyathanu ente janmathile ettavum veliya thettu...ippo oaro vishamangal varumbozhum aa nashtathinte aazham koodunnu....angane mattoralkk undavathirikkan jhan avarodum parayunnu...amma..achan...ivare snehikuka....onnum pratheekshikaathe....

katha

varshangalku munpu
oru penkutiyude photo eduta oraall
ayaal adutha padam pidikanum
poyi
kuti ayalodula arradhana
kathu sookshichu
karanam KOUMARA PRAYAM
budhiyekal vikarangal domine aya prayam
ayalodu kuti thante pranayam
matorale pranayichu kalyanam kazhichatinu sesham ariyikunu
pakse, onnu swanthanipikan polum minakidathe
ayaal
ayalude paniku pokunnu
sadharanayayi, abhimana bhodamulla
oralum pinne ayalude purake povilla.
ayaaal ayaalude suhruthukalodu
thante pirake koodiyitllla
prethabhadhaye pati parayunu
angane natil patavunnu.........
KATHA ENGANE???
kathayum kathapatrangalum sankalpikam matram

retreat....

jhanum oru sukhavasathilanu.....3-4 divasam.

ella oudhoyogiga tirakugalum...prarabdhangalum avide vech entethaya lokathil ...kudumbathinte sneham...kuttikalude kali chirikal..nashtapetta aaghoshangal avar innu avarudethaya reethikalil aaghoshikunnu....avarude santhosham...athil vedanagalellam alinjillathavunnath jhan ariyunnu..jhan...ente...ellam illathavunna nimishangal..mattoru lokamo athile vyakthikalo onnum munniloode parade nadathatha nimishangal...

sneham...surakshitatwam...ellam ariyunnu..yatharthamaayath...swarthamallathath!!!

oru kavalayil othungunna graamam.....vallapozhum oru ksrtc bus maatramanu yatrakulla oru maargam....pachilakal nirachu povunna kaala vandikal...kaatil ninnum viraku kettukal talayilenthi vari variyayi nadakunna grameena sthreekal....schulilekk povaan nickerum shirtum ittu tholil sanjiyum kaiyil slatumayi oadunna kunjungal....muttavum raodum onnaya veedhikaliloode cycilil povunna postman....ellam grameenathayude thani pakarppu....

ellam shaashwathamallenna bodhathode...jhan ettu vaangunnu...ennum ullil sookshikaan..ee dinangal....oru retreat inte oarmakku!

avaganana

divasangalkku vallatha oru tirakk....azchagale maasangalil ninnum kollangalilekk ethikaan....veruthe kidannu neram kalayumbol...manassu shanthamavathirikan oru kaaranavumillathe manassu vallathe ashaanthamayirunnu...janal vidaviloode kand telinja aakashathil paariparannu kalikunna parunthukalum.....kaatil nrithamadunna ilakalum....ellam...koode snehathinte choodum...engilum vallatha oru aswasthatha enne grahichirunnu ennath satyam...

jhan aaril ethan sramikunno avar ellam ennil ninnum vaarangal akalekk oadi akalunnu...tirakukalude nyayeekaranangal.....mattoru sapnayavunno jhan????

ente ettavum veliya vedana snehikunna manassinte avagananayayirunnu...ettakurachilugal niranjathengilum jhanum santhoshikaan sramichu...ente nallavaraya suhruthukal enne aa vedanayil ninnum purathekk aksharaarthathil kaipidich kondvarunathil vijayam prapichu ennu thanne parayaam...pakshe ellam kazhinju innu jhan ethi nilkunnath veendum avagananyude pathayoratho???

entho vallatha paranjariyikkan pattatha oru nissangatha.....avaganana itrayum vedanipikum ennath oru satyam...jhan ariyaathe ath anubhavicha enne snehikunna ente suhruthe.....porukuka..manapoorvamallengilum evideyengilum neeyum anubhavichu kaanum ee vedana....ninte shaapangalkk kaaranam aa vedanayayirikaaam..

aa shapangalil ninnum enik purathekk varaan kazhiyunilla ennath vaastavam..

avagananayil ninnum...